You feel repressed guilt for turning a non native species into an unsuspecting echo system…..
Like the jerks that let loose their non native snakes… what could one snake do…. hoe could it possibly ruin the eco system…. in ten years it lays over a thousand eggs that hatch, in turn that same snake is responsible for over 100 thousand offspring, great great great great offspring etc. remember that there’s no stopping species especially when they cross breed with a native species.
Same can be said with any reptilian species.
Why didn’t you just donate it to a zoo or a reptile center like an intelligent human being rather than a stupid childish action.
Your dream is your guilt weighing in your mind.
Don’t ever get a domesticated dog or cat, they don’t want you to turn them loose in the wild to fend for themselves. I could see it now, a whole feral pack of peekanerse dogs hunting down a deer…., not.